Chyla is a Mama, Intuitive & Creator of Female Rebels, where she creates spaces for women to connect to their highest selves and to one another. In this conversation in the midst of personal turbulences, where go raw and vulnerable and touch on experiences of going back to our roots, motherhood and personal evolution.  --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/support

How do we ensure a no is a no. Do you ever feel like people don't really want you to change, and you find yourself constantly having to justify your choices? Do you ever get frustrated by this? Perhaps there is a disconnect within and the words you communicate are not fully in line with what's happening inside. Listen in as my guest, Ulrich Bohnefeld and I discuss what it means to be truly authentic and how to make lasting changes within. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/support

If you’ve listened to the episode titled Worthless Manfeeder, you know I come with a heavy family karma and when I took this trip back home, I had every intention to solicit my parents in aiding me to heal these wounds. I thought we would have full understanding and I could give them the cliff notes version of my last few year’s worth of self discovery, studies and awakenings. Now, this sounds really silly even to me as I’m saying this, but I honestly thought that I had a chance to connect with them on a deeper level and be able to come to the understanding that together we can tame this beast that has been hovering over our family - especially the women in my family - with the heaviness of self punishment and self hatred. The entire family narrative is that human beings are here to suffer through life, joy is not something that’s attainable, or even desirable. The more I suffer, the higher my self worth - or so does the story goes, but it’s actually quite the opposite. And years of beating myself with a whip trying to live up to some unattainable expectation, I feel defeated and quite frankly low on life force. Needless to say, my attempt to get any form of understanding, compassion, let alone help in letting go of this weight has exhausted me even more, with nothing to show for. So here I am, me myself and I waking up from this self deception. My first phychedelic experience left me with being shocked, quite sad and even depressed. Most people see the light and have life altering experiences, where as for me, there was nothing but space. Empty space. Darkness and no one or nothing to grab onto. Nothing to rely on and when this sunk in even more, it got me hopeless. But as times passed and I was able to integrate the experience, this emptiness, this vast space started to feel more freeing then scary. But it was “out there” somewhere in another dimension, right? So back to here and now and the feeling of me myself and I. This felt very much like a letdown, almost started going down on the road of depression, but a couple of days of crying and really allowing to feel all the emotions that surfaced - and these emotions where of anger, hurt, frustration, sadness, loneliness, and everything in between - the dust started to settle and a new feeling emerged. And this feeling is not the feeling of some extreme high or low, but a very subtle calmness, similar to the feeling after the integration of the psychedelic experience. There’s nothing scary or sad or lonely about me, myself and I. It’s quite liberating actually. When this realisation sunk in to a deeper level, not on a needy, survival state, but much deeper, then it gave me a picture of complete freedom. This is what freedom is, this understanding that I have THIS moment to take a breath, to change it all, to leave it all, to take a step to make the leap. And it’s this moment, and when we take away the illusion the carrot that something or someone or some day is when this all comes together, then it’s nothing more then illusion. A lullaby, a story, to buy more time so that we don’t have to face this truth, face the inevitable - which has always been there is and it’s there now. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/support

Spiritual mentor Jack Coleman and I discuss the beauty of duality, the importance of harmony and everything in between. Listen in as we explore new ways of being, discover the beauty of sharing ideas and fantasise about a new world by re-arranging the ratios of feminine and masculine.  --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/support

Today we sat down with Hannah Williams from HappyStrangers for a conversation on how to change your internal dialogue, love yourself the way you wish others would love you and take full responsibility to create a happy life.  --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/support

Have you been interested in exploring hypnosis to access parts of your psyche that is holding old wounds that you're ready have surface and heal? If so, listen in as we explore hypnosis as a tool to bypass the mind, the gatekeeper to our higher self. I --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/support

Today I come to you with a solocast from my home town of Somorja, Slovakia, where I've come full circle back to the location where my addiction has its roots. Join in as a share my personal story of the Worthless Manfeeder, an imprint, a programming a naming that has shaped the course of my life until life brought me to my knees and my journey of self discovery began. My wish and my desire is that my story will touch you in a place where it can create a ripple effect, perhaps challenge some of your limiting beliefs and opens you up to the possibility of radical self love. Thanks for listening 🤍 --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/support

Join in on the conversation with Jennifer Giordano on how to break the cycle of victimhood and taking radical responsibility in all areas of our lives.  --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/support

Welcome to the opening episode of Addicted to the Man. I’m your host, Heni Kovacs and I’m super excited to have you here with me because this space, this platform is created with you in mind. Yes, you who’s listening on the other end yearning to be seen, to be heard, to be acknowledged, validated and empathised with. Did you stop scrolling because something in the name of the podcast made your heart skip a beat, or perhaps you could see yourself in the image of the woman, on her knees, in pain, misery, heartache, throwing herself into the fate of the unknown, yet hopeful, longing and trusting that she can liberate herself? Whatever the reason that lead you here, I am honoured that you are here and I applaud you for showing up. My wish and my desire for you and for myself and for all of us, is to find safety and comfort in this space so that we can allow ourselves to let our guards down, and ease into true, authentic, raw, honest sharing of our human experience and find the thread that connects us all in this web of life. I hear you, I see you and I am here with you. My quest to free myself from my internalised self oppression has lead me here, ready to open up fully, inviting you to join me as we boldly challenge our limiting beliefs and start ripping off the chains of our conditionings, and start breaking free of generational patterns. Who will we emerge as when we no longer conform to the rigid ideas impressed upon us by society, culture and the toxic ways of patriarchy? When we no longer feel the need to bow down, play small and shrink to fit into whatever constraint we have led ourselves believe we needed to be in. So meet me here, once a week, and be ready to receive life changing transmissions as we embark on our journey to self liberation. My promise to you is that I will show up fully transparent, vulnerable, open and receptive evoke radical change. The first episode drops on June 18th, so please follow this podcast and join me here and as Ram Dass would say - let’s walk each other home. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs/support