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She’s soft and quiet Calm with grace Awoken eyes follow her tail of light Souls transcend with awe They see me Placing their intentions before learning of her own Believing they know her based off the mere essence Only perceiving her emitting heart They see what they want Until she’s flustered with annoyance tones shift the flow of her words become more assertive Yet their corrupt minds can only see another story You don’t have to get angry, they say They hear me They don’t listen She speaks w such love, light and optimism Trying to be the peace and grace they see surrounding her she uses their natural tones towards them not realizing, Regression begins and love is lost in the midst of scattered words They hear me They don’t listen Believing again, no one will ever give her the patience she seeks Failing to stay in a place of love where hers can’t shine through, She regresses to herself once more, in a solitude of peace knowing this this might be forever I’m here, please listen My heart is my only shield I wear it on my wrist so they can be aware as they greet me with a kiss, a kiss to the hand They know what they see I am me, willing to wear my heart on my sleeve I have no more strength I’ll leave that up to you, so you may pick up off the stones I’ve laid ideas left scattered, pieces of shattered kindness, penetrating the ground What once was, is no more.. and so I offer it to the physical, so my spirit stays enlightened. I am full of discernment, for that reason Todo lo que necesito, es a ti Dios (All I need is you God…) and of course, you Daizi Back ground music: Lift Me Up-Instrumental x Rihanna *I do not own any rights to the audios on this episode* Poet IG: @ Forgotten.Chapters Engineer IG: @ IamDerby Saxophonist IG: @ Skuzii

I met her quite later on in life than I expected I say met but it’s often shocking to realize I’ve known her for so long even moments she’d crawl up the counters for cereal, the first time she road a bike, especially through all of the heart-racing moments, when her gut is fluttered yet she’s filled with excitement: all just to try new foods even the lowest points of her light, when others dimmed her spirit. those moments in bed or the shower or any place of solitude. a place to let go and mourn break free from the shield built around her love or maybe just take off the mask she so desperately wants to shatter knocks at the door one after the other chanting my name I’ve known her.. all along, she knew me from the kindness I’ve shared, to the joyous moments I’ve basked in. she’s seen the love and light I’ve spread I want to be just like you … she speaks? thoughts of shame flood my mind, sickened to my stomach my souls overwhelmed it’s not enough, she’s been through enough she watched in her solitude, through the chaos of my life holding on to the little pieces of sanity that she could I begged for ways out I exposed her to the hopelessness in my eyes I said no exhausted and with same no, she seen the strength it took me to get my salvation, from each moment and every moment on thumps to the head tapping tapping I’ve been here you know when I was as small as her we would sit in my closet; laughing, breathing, reading, and learning (one of our favorites) as time went on and lessons become more and more difficult to understand our connected ties were so far stretched we seemed to forget about each other, not purposely but just trying to survive it was difficult to distinguish her innocence was she ever with me? was I ever good enough? when I finally found her again, she knew the moment would come she grabbed ahold of my hand, and walked at my side with pride in each of her steps what’s next nana? we created Kay G in these moments of separation she needs this now more than ever and when God gives you a helping hand we remember not to deny it …she spoke she is me and I am her Engineer IG: IamDerby Producer IG: Still_Shining365 Artist IG: Forgotten.Chapters *i do not own rights to this audio Beat: https://youtu.be/xTpUS-Qgbuo

“Not many people Not many people know what’s going on in my life right now It’s the end of the cold nights, the beginning of dew drop mornings the rain replenishing the earth this must be Virginia My life so rooted on this earth My mind ascending to the galaxies Months of heartache Moments of grief But a slice of peaceful heaven I’ve given that to myself” Credits: IG: Forgotten.Chapters IG: IamDerby_

First poetry freestyle. Welcome to a journey of pain, beauty and growth. Enjoy the book of my soul. ✨ Artist IG: Forgotten.Chapters Mental Health IG: 3.33Radio Artist IG: IamKCVibes Background music: https://linktr.ee/iamKCvibes