I'd been quietly removing a pump each day, trying to regulate my nervy system (&amp; boobies) into not pumping anymore. 
Breastfeeding/pumping/mixed feeding comes with so much extra baggage as the Mother of the Vampire, no matter how logically you think about it, it still hits you in your worthiness centre sore spots.
The Master, Louie, is no longer a Vampire and this was his last bottle of my breast milk. 
My baby is no longer a "newborn" we made it to 12 weeks.
And so, marks the end of my breastfeeding/milking journey.

#274 Calling Myself Out On Being A Bad Friend

On a Wednesday, Lazz and her guests share how they had courage and 'walnutted', to encourage you to move, decide to be brave and be a part of The Walnut Tree.

Lazz is the creator, owner and life giver of Walnut Wednesday which is now so much more than a podcast. 
It is incredible real-life humans, changing the world, one baby brave step at a time. She's been bravely walnutting and leading other women to grow their own confidence ever since.

"I am so many things, but if I had to narrow it down to a few I'd suggest, I'm a healer, self-leader, podcast host and more importantly, a Walnut".