Today is a hard day. Every day has been a hard day since October 14th, 2013. 7 years. 2,557 days. Did not want to do a "show" today but I remember this is what fuels me everyday, this is what helped me ever since, so for at the very least I owe it to myself to do this. At the very least for the sake of documentation and future personal urging to complete an envisioned project I have in mind....