Your understanding of how the two covenants which divide the Christian core texts differ cannot help but mold your view of God and life. Maybe considering my view of that distinction will help you approach the divide less haphazardly.

194 Two Covenants part 4 of 4 Two Covenants and Two Types of Worth

The varied musings of a soul attempting to do important things first and the absolutely necessary when (or if) I find time.