-18). We see that sometimes Jesus will seek you out to give you a miracle. The disabled man sat at the edge of his miracle for 38 years watching others jump ahead of him to get a miracle. God's promise that he will not leave us or forsake us is a promise that will be fulfilled even if it feels like it is taking forever. 38 years is a long time to watch others jump ahead of you to get their miracle. When Jesus healed this man, he didn't push him in the pool, he healed by speaking healing to him. This was unexpected for the man who was seeking healing in a very specific way. Jesus shows us that he is way and you can seek all you need in him and even if you do not know who he is truly, he is willing to meet you and show you. Continue praying, hoping, seeking and Jesus will meet you to give you just what you need.