In this episode, you will hear my desperate and under appreciated attempt of building a sisterhood. As the eldest daughter, I wanted to be a little sister. It seems odd being that I have sisters. But I desperately did not want the responsibility of being the oldest. I wanted to live life in a way, where I can be a little irresponsible, a little reckless, and go to an older sister who would do what it takes to protect and help me. It seems selfish, but many who are the oldest understands what your younger siblings have is definitely a blessing in disguise. I thought I found my older sister, but that was the beginning of my spiritual burial.