Have you ever been in a relationship that almost killed you? I mean literally ended your life? I have, and I know what I’m talking about, and I thank God that I survived and I’m here to tell the story.

This guy was more my type: same age, rough, tall, a smooth operator, full of ambition and very flashy and had money. What a grave mistake! From the beginning, I should have listened to my inner voice, which kept on telling me this was wrong. I chose to ignore the voice and followed my own desire because I was smitten with this guy and was so desperate to be loved the right way that I fell madly in love and in lust with him.

Our relationship came out into the open, and I discovered he was dating me and another girl in the choir and the youth group. And they had been dating and engaged to marry.

The whole sordid relationship was exposed and I was made out to be Jezebel, the evil demon-possessed girl caught in a love triangle, trying to ruin their relationship, the youth group and the church. Everybody blamed me for everything. 

I took an overdose and waited to die.