In this episode I cry and laugh my way through trying my best to explain the disturbing nature of what I think is currently happening for me - "healing?" I hope! My life somehow just keeps getting worse and I'm not doing well - yet I am okay at the same time. So this is me trying to show what it really looks like. Ad: If you want to work with me - Check out my services here: https://www.amanitava.com/services