Can you truly experience love if your sense of worth depends on being chosen?

In Part 1 of this two-part episode of Context for Chaos, Jessica and Vanessa explore the powerful distinction between loving someone and being loved, inspired by Kara Lowenthal's thought-provoking podcast episode, Loving Versus Being Loved.

Together, they unpack how childhood trauma, attachment patterns, limerence, and hypervigilance can shape our relationships, influence our self-worth, and leave us searching for validation instead of genuine connection. The conversation moves beyond relationship advice into a deeper exploration of identity, personal values, emotional healing, and what it means to love from a place of wholeness rather than longing.

If you've ever questioned why healthy love can feel unfamiliar, struggled with people-pleasing, or found yourself seeking validation through relationships, this episode offers an honest and compassionate perspective on breaking those patterns.

In this episode, we discuss:

Loving vs. being loved

Self-worth and emotional validation

Childhood trauma and attachment

Limerence and fantasy as coping mechanisms

Hypervigilance in relationships

Discovering your values instead of seeking approval

Healing relationship patterns through self-awareness

🎧 Listen now and join us next week for Part 2, where we continue exploring what it truly means to build relationships rooted in authenticity rather than validation.

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