I’ve had a pattern in my marriage. I feel hurt by something. The kids or Elizabeth ignoring me. The kids being rude. Elizabeth turning away from a hug or kiss. Then, I get mad. I pull away. I think to myself “Fine, if they don’t want me then they can pay for everything themselves!” I picture leaving them alone to fend for themselves. I can say mean things and get angry when I feel this way. Then later, I calm down and regret this… But there’s been damage done. I’ve scared my f...