Being cordial has it setbacks. These are the days of lasts. Last days of marital status. Last birthdays and holidays. Last days of communication with a family I thought I had. Last days of 12 years of my former life. Last days on this emotional roller-coaster. I still have hopes and dreams. What I need to do to get the last days of my life back. These are my last days to live and find happiness within me. Last days to receive and accept love.