Note: It was so hard to even say it and read what i had typed out.

Transcript:
I wasn't worth $20 to my mother, I remember asking, downright begging for $20 so, i could see this cheap doctor to which she refused to give me. I told her i would pay her back as soon as i could she again refused. I told her i would pay her back with interest, she refused once again and stated she wasn't obligated to and that it's my own problem if i couldn't afford a doctor. Eventually after a long hellish 5 years and also being told by her that it's all in my head, i found myself hospitalized, there was a mass so large it had broken my nose, flesh inside the sinus was rotting and infected. The doctors put me in the ICU immediately. I had no money and no insurance. But because it had to reach life-threatening i was immediately treated. The surgery was 7 hours long and doctors and social workers began to question how was i left to rot and even they began to question my mother. All of this horrible ordeal could have been avoided had she let me borrow $20 dollars. To my mother, my health and life meant nothing when she greeted me hours later after the surgery she complained over how long they took and to this day continues to deny how bad the situation was. I at present have a debt to the hospital of more than $68,000 dollars. What i had was serious but she denies it. Soon after surgery about a month or a week later i began streaming. During one of my early music streams. someone who had hardly known me donated $15 dollars. as soon as that happened i remembered the very amount all those years ago my mother refused to LEND me. But here someone gave me  $ 15. My mom's favorite line is to be like "no one will ever love you like your mother" and you know it she was right. To think people i hardly know would help and love me more than her. I am hoping by typing this all out and doing a podcast i can finally let go of this rage i feel toward her. in a way, this is my idea of revenge to her. To tell people what she has done which she would hate the most.

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