Episode 34: Make Ups

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I will yet in a satellite article and I admire your unlike that so wakes me up when I sleep our rooms are, but I was saying was, I think I will popular has a more neat– and that you got a little month ago, maybe area I was kind of an insiders perspective from the history because that’s what I do wear an immediate mystery event on the Internet hand and direct sales right so I can get an interesting concept because I don’t have a real strong conviction about Lake. women need this in order to think the beautiful or whatever, which a lot of people that are sucked into the beauty industry really are excessive about the way they look and think like that right at so that was kind of thing that I wanted to talk about it. also, just like an foregoing were going to welcome you have a loner here is not. from the event you sharpen out and I think I forgot something. just they just they just happen. I was just like on the safest thing and then it’s out there with those of the off-season. yet it was like that. Monday five note pad out the truck and send them a high acid content item and I have a tendency to go raising all I wait, what is a podcast is this Doctor who fans, not his name, and so likes him he told you about this, and then you’re telling me to sound cool, that’s all cardiac colleges. During a preview tour, the woman who learned what are the Dylan and Bill and was us today. we have super special guests. I came and got very red. here is what her domain. Illini started that are all now. thanks, dad, how would I you well and was absorbed into the circle and because my husband is coding process and yet is rarely at this room that will use him to write yet to integrate okay have now three and four. think having the first emergency when I did before. I wasn’t even on them know I was back in Cheyenne and plug-in on the Sierra again shut up now. I say I think the one we invited you it was a unicorn status so excited about five euros and yet she is married to Cody from episode three and four, maybe, or something is a one two two one three three and four and the patient is not in the county and ask, yes, yes, that’s willing to guess he used to live with us. she is one of the people and moved out to get married. he’s one of the three people that is not just a night in the homewrecker that you are one of the homewrecker lyrics of you know that you are not only that but he is part of the fortunate ones that has benefited from the the good luck charm of just the general in that there is not a house that is God ‘s. yet he admittedly sold out four. literally sell the week in the you know we we were sold. we sold the story on the house at first I liked also now sought a fiduciary final roommate Gary Ackland, yeah, that’s never rocking ones that you killed for coming on and I talk about why I wanted you on the first was in physical leaks are often battered to death. so first of all of hotels what you do for a hobby and then, and if we do now for living as well. I now being a beaded garter on YouTube and it was a huge hobby and I have always been kind of upset about makeup and theater and just having a alternate to my daily face. so I’ve always been Friday that the artistry side of that and so I started making YouTube videos, tutorials and things like that and then trying to make me consider a career in the beauty industry. so I started my Mary Kay business in March of this year and I’ve are you one like a lot of titles and thought so highly won titles to them clean up sales for the month of April. clean up looking screen sharing and going on like a lot of cool light adventures in stock because of it. so you’re paying for me to go shopping in King of Prussia America, the queen of the regionally queen of the international area you a school. so the reason you had what was a January or February that you product blog can arrange anything I said in January you launch the beauty blog on YouTube and I watched the first two or three, and then I didn’t want any more because this is not my thing is that I don’t have the unique things in my head for my face in Mike at five yeah I have no beauty and Leah watched that episode, I had so many things running through my head and I had the thought. I’m so glad I’m not a girl that I have to do makeup and that was the exact thought that I had and I stop myself. I like to make a girl to do makeup and so it was a strange thought to have because obviously make up is a thing of the society as we are the ones in the society who put value on who gets to put it on like who is who are the perky one our society who are” supposed to do these things that conversation. I want to have it like how the society shape us with make up and like you, with a person in that you had some thoughts on that as well, and that the conversations and I will have that is okay. actually, I think one of the main things I like to stress which any of my clients as well as the people close to me, is I’m not the type of girls. it feels like I need to wear makeup. that’s just not the case. I don’t have self-esteem issues in that regard, but I use make up as a tool to use makeup and the application of makeup to present myself in a way that other people respect and it’s not something that I feel that I need. but in order to get the most out of my day. whether it’s confidence. whether it respect from people looking at me when you have also face of makeup on, people would even think she takes care of herself and for even so much as she probably has money right, you get special treatment. mica. and that’s not to say that I’m trying to manipulate every person I come into contact with. but what I am saying is there is a culture that I’m responding to because I know that whether it be a gentleman who opened the door for me or a another lady who decides to give me her business is make a consultant for another woman who looks and goes right to do that and it is a vehicle for me to make connections with people and for me that’s what makeup it. that’s why the makeup industry is so fascinating to me is because you can look like a completely different person. within a few minutes and for me, I feel like I need it because I eight. that amount very thing that I had the luxury of being able to manipulate on my face every day to be the best version of myself. I don’t try to look like different person. although I could. I could look like a tiger in about the pretty girl in the butt. I like to look at the best version of myself. so whether that’s enhancing my eyelashes, drawing on eyebrows putting on extra lipstick whatever it, and art that allows me to express myself and make connections that a people, so that’s first and foremost what I like to teach my client is the level of makeup that you decide to use and what you want to learn from the answer consultant or as your makeup artist or whatever it needs to be determined by what you are trying to send what message you’re trying to send to the world. if you are look professional and as a glittery blue eyeliner to say that now probably not right so you wanted to convey professionalism, then you probably can go with more neutral tones more of a natural look, if you’re someone who really likes a lot of glamour or the industry figure, and requires out of you, then, nothing organic focus on, but I like that there are options make occasion options if you don’t like, you know, I can teach you how to make it look smaller. if you don’t like the shape of your eyes. I can teach you how to delete that and to make it look the way that you want to look or at least greatly enhance that if you don’t like the skin type that you have to I can help you find products that are getting it will connect related to be what you want because everyone should have say and what they see when they look in mirror without also having to get my surgery and I got because I don’t believe in and that kind of altercations and altercations are all the alterations are a half and I’ll think I should necessarily secure that even now, i.e., now I will judge them, and who has had it. I think there’s a lot to be said for respecting what you happen. there’s nothing wrong with wanting to put your best face forward and what do you have any Israel, like wear makeup comes from them like how we got to the point that that just seems a mission done. essentially early as this honey are a lot about and talk to other people and industry have a connection to Cody he and and that were made linking front can keep a huge force in the makeup industry and he was talking to me about Maybelline and what it visits the sisters and was unable and then what era is was a magnet link. so it became the Maybelline and that was his brand-name and then grants from NASA. their first icon at was back there. so I think is the least actual cropping out who has been a hot minute since even though I think en masse and years ago. yet gay actor and an also coming rehab records have even gotten into Egypt and of people wearing makeup. EC Cleopatra, whether fair features. it’s the big cat eyeliner bright red lips and short bobbed haircut. then typically what you think of anything to Cleopatra, so we been altering our own images for years and years and years and just as now we come to the part where the technology has become so advanced that there so many more options and for me, I just came back from a makeup industry convention. basically, I match the international makeup artist reach out and it was amazing to see the kind of prosthetics. podcast best unknown podcast recommended recording Justin Strawser daily item daily news news item thejealousone xmen x-men stan lee the jealous1 Pennsylvania northumberland sunbury lawsuit newspaper sex porn dick art artist writer comedy mnmomn mike’s no mic open mic night poetry funny hilarious philosophy smart sharp witty wry aware politics how to fix self help ranch make made making progress free signup free shipping vinyl record free good paying job nude blonde fucks money dollars million secret to secret of pay rent avoid charges racist run episode one first episode spoilers classy rude write intelligent diy hip hipster Shamokin pa the jealous one youtube thejealousone youtube Justtubed videos fun popular unexpected surprise music experience cute cats kitty adorable kitten fail jump keep your house bank scam false rumor troubleshoot solution virus solve solution pain sick epic Mike Bennett vine superstar rumor horror film American lost gun control new Star Wars sequels United States Suspense Serial drama Doctor Who David Tenant Directed by Steven Spielberg. With Sam Neill, Laura Dern, Jeff Goldblum, Richard Attenborough. I have photos if you like to see them, but that prosthetics and the manipulation of color just to figure out how to make someone look like a real cat got his crazy, and that’s the part that always in the fastening means that we developed it to be so much fun to drop out for me at least, it’s not about covering myself up it’s about enhancing when a hardy hat and putting that out there I was crazy to allot a girl area. can I wear a lot. I wear a lot of it was taken alive era and this is really an area that is really conducive to that. so I have my glamour and sanctuary in my house has been growing the thinker of the birds there is I I assume that there are people on both sides of people who like enjoy putting on order to enjoy doing makeup, who looked down upon people who don’t and then so it turns out they had exactly the opposite like it’s almost like make of it. she thinks she has verse is, you know, like many have a person is wearing you know who wears makeup looks at them. he was not wearing makeup, saying, what was she thinking you know, like what she thinks he can get away with and MSN in Europe like that at all. but like that. I don’t think you are. I know you. I have clearly not as much as these dudes do, but like I would say that it would be it would be very shocking to find out that you were like that type of person the United but yeah, I would say only in certain circumstances, have I ever been my girlfriend like why did you not like China’s horny and those circumstances would be where that’s expected to be appropriate.· interview and not necessarily because I think that everyone means that when you’re trying to look your best and you still might get our browser. I ate at the crazy, and you got like a weird that it makes it look like you don’t care, and it’s because in a professional environment. after we come to assume that when he doesn’t take care of himself can’t be productive in the workplace still in ninth, a weird turn. I could teach people the five-minute face whenever they come and sit down with me for a consultation. that’s the bottom line that I faced all of this is just bringing some of it anyhow little bit of mascara, not because I think everyone needs it, but because that’s what players have come to expect run order to look chore you cannot think that’s right. but if you are the rival mode, which is the way to think about things. it is not at as much as I would like to change things, how to respond to my environment and order to excel you felt you think the challenges that are in print you and did not need the society expects you to wear makeup or ten, where certain type of clothing in order to be eligible for a position job specially in the corporate world have yet rise to the occasion. if you really want a job, you have to win the next thing you show up, but when you’re making a first impression when you let it him him in the woods. I was here in their diet. eventually when then comparing it to other ladies who were showing up looking like they are on their game. if you’re not, you’re going to look to shelving comparison so that my businesses and appearances, and I don’t believe that appearances are everything, but they do say a lot about what’s on the inside so for me, if you look at EU at six back are probably sent a lot of times, doing her makeup or whatever this morning that she must care about how she looks to the world right. those are inferences we can make because we didn’t hot right so on the flipside, and it makes me really sad that there are people who look down on online the other just like tattoos, piercings, anything that changes our body and a modification to sort of way and makes me sad that there are people that come down so hard on one side or the other that it’s an issue because makeup should never be an issue. what is the thing has to mean that makes me the most heartbroken is the girls that feel like they can’t walk outside without it because they’re ugly because that’s not a makeup issue at the heart issue. so that’s what bothers me the most is that people look at makeup and think it’s a problem that they need to be talking to those individuals and dealing with their heart issues because it doesn’t matter if they pound estate on thirty pounds of makeup and not because they’re still do have that interior point that yeah that’s that’s actually really going to work or you lose it for the backup flight origins and stuff writer to think about animals because a lot of a lot of animals has always in the male-female a lot of the female creatures have colorful note, though, is the opposite mouth, colorful, yet that’s what. which is weird. now you originate that somehow the males in the animal world have the attractive features of my colorful medicine like the peacocks are super colorful and wide but my in our species. it’s almost the opposite. it is that we don’t really have any designing colorful things about us, but it’s the females in our society. I like the way women are judged on their parents versus the way that men are gingerly like the most women expect out of deeds like community do a set up this year. she had a lightheaded pretty much. I have a nightshade. yet even still, I don’t even think about. I mean, I I haven’t now, I don’t think that that’s necessarily even that I think it comes down to like you know you have two stains on your surety, but having to think about that. let’s was on the think about it a lot shouting and sat a few think about the one thing where the power so the men in most animal species, I think, actually, women hold a lot of power, said the issue. think about the one you have a color other one that is saying come here trying to lore and then that’s how women work that’s you don’t see a lot of women pursuing because were trying to lure not the same as what I don’t hate him because when you’re talking about animals that I had the males are China sick comehither lines of the mains. the females are the hunters asked me to believe there for her attraction really, I think I’m in Maine that bigger the lie and half years, so other liens are less likely to try to dominate outline, so that’s why the one that had the bigger means more lately because of stronger gene pool when they see them from front on it looks like that’s how big or actual bodies are some children’s management. yeah, I dominate at the net as I is on the rising another note, I think it is so many thoughts in my head, and yet when the card and going up in the menu had said the heart issue in this people, I was going to say that I take that one step further. I will look at society and I might thought you society and eight you think there should be some kind of reconciliation between us to thoroughly and I think more often than not, though, you find that the women had really serious. some clinicians have a very a very close to home reason methods that way. so, not necessarily media, although I don’t think it helps, and the extortion of women’s insecurities to try to get them to buy makeup products. that’s not what I do. yeah, a lot of people would argue that because I so make of that is what I do and that’s the one thing that will get me fighting mad. really quickly because that’s not my angle and when I sit down with someone. the best thing that I can do for them is to send how to keep your skin healthy men. then after that have improved so that they can match whatever they’re faced with letters and employer whether they are looking to start dating. whatever teaching them the elements of highlight how to be the lower board the one with the power. so if you think about it. if you’ve ever heard people joking about you now know why his view now it’s usually pretty vulgar language, but the one who basically the female is the one who holds power because the guys everything you do to get with the e-mail right from trying to say it another look great with raises a pussy as the power of water or gas dad. yeah I think that’s really why companies are really able to fix her women friends and not really what I’m about. I think Mary Kant is one of the first set I found a really centered on building up women. further, they are and they are extremely rewarding as far as treating their employees really well I think I’ve only been an effort to half months and I’m* consultant and although things are great. you guys, but they it’s pretty incredible the amount of incentives that they have because they know that women are going to take themselves and put them on the top of that right priority list women are naturally geared toward giving other people and they would give their time to make some wealth happy sell Mary Kay gives out diamond rings cars trip all stuff and it’s very attainable. that’s saying a lot company like you. it’s one of free car. it’s like that’s about not real right that Mary Kate is real because they give you a set list of incentives in order to achieve those things in the amount with the I know I do not. I haven’t so often overload you want to work for America, Utah, and I will look like a diamond ring at the following eleven. it’s easy I feel that you have things to say. I honestly it so shattered. I can’t even write. I don’t even political and by all while I’ll try to get you back on track with that you were talking about the society like and then you’d countered, what will not countered but like a light. I think it’s really interesting that you think of like a woman who feels or even you could say a person who feels inadequate for whatever reasons it and I’m going bald. not having a terrible time a theme park suffers a major power breakdown that allows its cloned dinosaur exhibits to run amok. Michael Crichton Jurassic Park Dr. Grant Ian Malcolm John Hammond Robert Bob Peck Muldoon Samuel L. Jackson, Wayne Knight Dennis Nedry Velociraptor Deinonychus paleontologist claw feathers t-rex tyrannosaurus rex discovery bone dinosaur legit sitcom lies art artist broke money free halloween dracula good nature battle spirit martian conspiracy with that. I doubt I’m having a really terrible time with and a lot of them like you know and and her point of it being a heart issue versus a an issue of society like it’s almost it’s more of what your perception of what societies going to think of you as opposed to like what actually what society actually does think of you, but I I think with the eyes are the one who only like you care if you would go balder not to because you think it’s a set like people are going to accumulate a lot of all flock to it. I just really like having hair across my really but I have twenty a strong old did I say certainly not going to say this right now. I like stuff will shift down Lego yeah there is so many four year Strong called role models. I can look up Patrick Stewart is talking there. yeah man, and I was thinking more like him in the harbor I see them like in a fireball, but not a ashamed definite and Brian Stephenson, the bouncing souls, the sea foot from biggie and the kids table, but like my brother. your brother, but now I have these I I think him on my case at the heart issue. I think and I I have heard people say she thinks of all people, and I’m sure it that became more real is my hysterically claimed honestly, do you think is available what it had any power as they would have take on anything else but your biggest insecurity because people can read that you read, usually on a woman went her biggest issue is that I don’t even have to talk to you romancing here you like. talking lost. I can’t understand how it exactly. I leave my hat on and I isolate so that on showers with on a don’t shower very often. that’s one of the few times they comes off now and that’s what and that’s that. something about people in general is that like and John Laney ‘s new in town, which are like to reference Comedy Central enough to get. he well kids, specifically being our souls because kids like the like. they can pick out the thing that will and don’t make fun of you for it. it doesn’t matter. is there still kits and they don’t have that boundary, and when you get older you still do it in your head. regardless, like even if you like, even when I found myself in positions was like I’m like I don’t outward. I don’t like to pick on people or make fun of people or something like that with him having a really bad day and in this customer comes in, who’s, like an ass hole or something like that, like in my head. I’m just like I wish this guy would just go slim is in the car door. Blake case in regard is not an anomaly like I be like on the other thing that’s partly security and sang like that. like I get you. I don’t pick on people or anything like that you do not try to be mean and let us know. I’m saying that I think ever be in this room doesn’t pick on the plans now I’m better than ever to the L2 doesn’t just pick on the range that there is high– someone’s and hassle. yet I go to that thing. that’s like getting target. yeah, I’m like whom you one of the funnels jerk off you one of the first things when I am what I started that I say that when I started working in because I like my background in as far as the workings of the sales. I’ve been doing, not just retail like our disposal. I said it would back ends and I went to mortgages like I saw actually asserted with accidental death and dismemberment insurance of the telephone, yeah, exactly. that was back when telemarketing was still okay to do is head on down, people still answered. oh yeah, congrats on the part of those jobs is that everyone on the subject is dropping out of Mary Kay guy out. I had everyone to you haven’t and probably have not gotten by now be funded through sometime… check out with the but one of the things that one of the guys was working with was like if you if you’re in a situation where like you. you’re sitting of this is like selling back in. seems like if you’re sitting with a man and woman. she should be like and how counsel could have them there is not there then. the web. you can sell the wife, and then she’s can be like why have asked my husband and in the same exact things are happening. he saw the dude are so you have to have them both there and if the guy starts to like be intimidating or whatever instead looking at him in the eye. look at him on his four head because got all men are insecure about going bald and if you look at its four hundred renowned industry was a quizzical look like like you try to figure out something before it will subconsciously make him his aunt finds him, yet he thinks that it makes them feel like less of a person because your seeing him you’re watching him go bald LOL that’s what happens in your brain will you ring the bell to distract them. yet, in a certain slut likes the salivating as they got there that I was in the Bears do. I can honestly say I’ve never used a tactic like that. but yeah, I like is what is this guy was a total scumbag on the theory fingers work coffee genres apart indie hip punk rock comicon comic books film director famous way beat the odds survive liberal fight club Tyler durden marla singer Mary Kay– yet we have to link to a day off. yeah, like your stuff, you are hereby make up by it from Kaelin because Jack from hearing you talk about it. I feel like that’s the way that our method that I’ve heard it presented two other people from anyone else ever. yeah, I was walking through like the bonds hire Moscow’s one time I heard the negative consultants talking to someone there, right, who is not a pal of mine to have our work there and I never saw her in selling action, but I did overhear someone say stuff about some of the stuff and unlike city, yet it does seem like undermining the articles are written Israelis that were in the mall that were selling beauty products in the middle. I was on the lotion. I realize I really laid applied lotion that I didn’t need because this route, they just learned the end considered a good look at her and their liking. one must emotionally crowd out other like Outlook is running my hands. I was and now the only person I can’t even deal because they are so aggressive with me that he crossed the boundary of the scales, aggression, and then it turns on the light, romantic or sexual aggression because all their commenting on, and the view oleracea has been all right. that is not even appropriately not unique, and that I was a man right exactly or China asked me about what my habits are pretty dramatic, and I understand that I do that for a living, but if you cannot chase me down them all and talk to me about my hub. then at about is my baby daddy and all that’s out. it’s not its cross the line so silly premise that only everything upon everything is not about the guys who don’t have businesses in the more you use it like the guy goes on break years ago. he walks over the outer edges like that you let out the low road and had to enhance excited as I is why might an authentic leather for the bathroom. it happened to you that you can grab it. look at the imaginary disorders reported that is ours ‘s is routed through your answer to tell you are a letter to all of you really believe there should value your beloved appliance and last days is even weirder pickup. honestly, no one sure where people talk and weird. the answer certainly found it. as a society standards on beauty is something that I thought would be interesting to talk with you about what they think you are probably close, but I think still a step removed from the fund is like. let me interject that into it societies, names of some things. here’s in years ago, and in many, many guys still consider it in the eighty maybe five. normally this is the years, years ago I would consider it a compliment whenever I would be like your baby look so good without makeup: anywhere that stuff and like recent lances like how the column that like not, it’s not that thirty minutes. they are silent on thanks to you and it just boils down to the point of a projecting my protecting my preferences on somebody or projecting what I think is a covetous, you can be like a lookup in the Siam. I like you about all that feminist antifeminist ship you out there and I just now. I’m like if you don’t wear makeup, wear makeup whatever you want to do that you feel good about it, go for it later tonight is not my position that tell you there’s genuine credit given. when you give your honest opinion, the so my husband, for example, doesn’t like it when I walk out looking like the in out crazy with the eyeliner and that huge just, and such. that’s not his preference sell out his partner analyze. I want to make him happy. and so when I know that I’m nearly spending time with him, like goop on my list. I know how all the stuff that could transfer on to him because that’s not his preference right so a lot of the insult gets taken away when it’s your honest opinion and I can just telling you that I was better without makeup, because you’re trying to complement me on my natural beauty is not the way to go about it right. one of the things also is that I think is interesting about that is like a lot of dudes will say that women who could there is the no makeup, makeup, they’ll like there are a lot of women who put on a advised them that if they could return with a five minute thing where you just put enough on that. it likes it that you don’t look tired. I exactly. and a lot of dudes will say that two women who are wearing. then Yahoo I said just a life like all see you shouldn’t. you don’t get all that make up you always looks now you looks at where I’m very yeah, yeah– I love how you go to guy ‘s advocate sleigh accident and how you think a Brooklyn guy Allawi mean don’t think you know what you’re getting a make up all my bigots more like just a cheese bag. he’s not from Brooklyn. he went around here, but he talks like that, and I got. that’s what it is now, and I never had that pain is other wildcards are a wildcard· yeah, what not to do that and would gently go to the next one. now I was like what you wire up the societies. he asked how I was. it is a my my thing is similar to Justin, I think I’m more of like CO love yourself without first saying I think the makeup industry is just there to sell a harmful image to people to get them to continue to buy the same because they feel like they need to be beautiful and the same thing was like deodorant and the same thing with like all his other stuff you want to be around you if you don’t have these things out yet totally. I think that’s writing. I like to not have smelly armpits. my average is finally the moment, hands, so I I’m as much as it is able to see them, but I think my approach before was like I’ll don’t wear makeup. that’s compulsive and that’s what ever, but now I’m like, and more for Justin Sands, like whatever makes you feel the most comfortable and I’m not going to say it like it was never got to just feel like I you don’t need all those piercings in her face got it right. AI would gladly wouldn’t that you’re there are people who have yet right, but in order, letter hands and words that can make them feel comfortable and make him feel accepted and loved. that’s not what you’re saying is that something I think is an interesting line blurring things to earlier you said that, like the the the surgical altercations of the he was very reasons you with the evidence, at least in their fight to an alteration that dynamic bodies, bodies fight me to voice no when yes, alterations to your body that that’s where your line and then you wouldn’t condone it, but also not look down on people for it. and I think that it’s such a delicate slope when tattoos, how far away remove this after your hearings. there is a difference as you take your earrings out and then enclose not like nail polish and lipstick and earrings and tattoos are all it’s like a slope and even like a good plastic surgeon cosmetic surgery nose in all generations or traumatizing. yeah, I think all the same slope downward at night was just a plain, and I used nobody moderately, Seattle, Howard is a place in isolating the slope. I think a lot of it I think a lot of it, and this is my personal opinion but I think everything that we do in order to do that is to make ourselves look on the outside. how we feel like we should. I command to send the message that you want the world to see. yeah, exactly. I think it when you said that that was some kind of brilliant revolution thing revolutionary thing, and I’m sure other people said that when he was a podcast. I feel like that’s the point. we arrived to last is that beauty. it does help you as I can’t. I would be completely not even disingenuous. I be lying if I said that I’ve never can’t duck my charm to aid me in a situation I think charm is a genderless thing be like trying to plead with the police officer for help. whichever works write more viewers in each slider format well that it sounds awful. I got free cider from a cider wench. once a limit to the rent seriously and then identifies I knew like our and like you, hey, there are a lot one very thing that I think that’s really interesting how you’re saying like using it to your advantage to further your own thing. I think we all do that with our strengths, so if I was going to about get in the fight with some girl. I’m a go on my strength on the bigger so when I can do on a look at her and saw that the situation. we all do, that there is still like to think about social things from a very primal respect it so is a mini use my beauty to my managed in order to end a situation where it’s appropriate for that to even work. first of all found out in the site with a girl is not a matter if a beautiful authority to act that is not a characteristic that’s going to benefit United Way/ article on something else I’m sure that everyone at some point has used wit, charm, humor is my favorite smashing of the three aware or even money where our presence order our status or our beauty or whatever there to benefit estimate situation because we are programmed to survive and work program to excel nacelle in order to do that. it doesn’t matter if he gets it. you have gotten there is no problem with you being a model and making a killing. there’s nothing wrong with that. there’s nothing superficial… actually being a business minded person write using your advantages for the least amount of work to create the most to gain so it doesn’t matter if it’s beauty or otherwise you can be charming, you can be funny. I know that there have been situations where I am disarmed because someone was a blast. there that there’s something that they used to their advantage. whether it was dating or otherwise so that even if you’re not the most attractive person in the world you play up your best features let you have a face like a God or a body like one year in a play that up, you see the guys that are like bodybuilders at their faces busted let’s want to make on a new melting glaciers of their body. it playing at the shank or someone who has neither has a lot of money. their flashy, yeah, this is interesting. there is. I keep waiting to go back and attack society for the city and for being constructed that way, but I think we went somewhere else interesting that some of you are not in a very subtle in the way that because at the base of who we are as humans we are animals and we are the only animals that have such a complex social structure and technique. we are designed that way because we’re responding to our instinct and are responding to whatever is going to make the most money with the least amount of effort that is how we are to provide for families because we come a long way since having to e-mail hunting gathering to clear babies very did not money, but further us in whatever we know what I will imitate in our weather is money now than when I was most money and have the most things denying the identity relation just let it be items, food, whatever. I think we definitely got that point is a society where we started to manipulate each other. you get what we want because there is no odd. there is no, I’m in a fight you for the flat piece of gear or whatever. again, that’s not who we are anymore as a people and as a people. it doesn’t matter what society you live in, whether it’s in the United States whether it stopped America, there’s always this imbalance of power between the way that women are supposed to look as far as the world is concerned, and how much attention. get from the mad because that’s survival of the fittest most beautiful woman with the most desirable features gets the most fruitful man should run, and I think that’s heavy. if you’ve ever watched the documentary the science of sex is very fascinating that they do an experiment. there where they have people put verse four had an inch in column B R rating. that’s what you get is that you are at the time that I will totally naked arithmetic put numbers on a heads and they are supposed to try to get with the highest number, and it’s amazing how the people who are greeted and eight. they all end up with a number very close to tears because that’s how we are wired very rarely do you see a ten with a two without there being some sort of compensation and competitions, and they’re getting paid, but compensation is in that person had a fantastic personality, or charisma or money or status. you just like with you, Hefner and his girlfriend would they ever really be attracted to him, and he was at home). I exactly yeah yeah yeah very that got away with you, you might be one of the most charming of the workers walk the planet, but not till he’s really really it’s enough that I like all to his home. I can only assert all yeah yeah yeah oh yeah, now this is really interesting. yeah I I don’t think you get his foot in the door to be like able to say what I did. you know to me like a waste of the everyday article about women’s rights again in a heavy human animals leg. I would never get to that point. if he didn’t have these lessons you have to might think of that value. I was an essay like I I think it. there’s a couple of things that you said that I I think is really fascinating, and it’s only because of perceptions. I don’t know home like it would be switching gears a lot, but I think that it’s it might even some a little bigoted freedom that but I think it’s really interesting that you are a Christian who understands that people aren’t and were not always like that. there’s not really a figure that we are animals is reasonable to say that a lot of times that there is a on the perception of a special antigen even just a credible especially like Christians seem that don’t see that on, but especially to put it in today’s society. a lot of people forget no matter what religion they are, or no religion at all. they still see us as different, and then animals and I’m a big believer in that as well. like where pre- much all of our motivations are instinct, yeah. and like I were talking the other day about. I’ve read something, and this is like it is kind of off subject but like when you’re cold and stuff like that. I really like you always take your hands of your armpits does it do that right instincts yet because your hands are actually your temperature gauge when your hands get cold. you feel cold. so you see, for he has arteries are yet what if I just occur in… well, I often note out on an electric mayhem and I know bananas in the tailpipe and also comes with in that year. extremity so to warm those means that you’re not going to have to start much effort to write warm them. so yeah, there’s so many things where likely people will just be like yet but we’re animals and then people go on again. now it makes sense yap. no wonder this happened, or that is in time, though, that we do have the capacity to understand that we are living to eat each other exactly hatches where the line is drawn the right cigarettes of the human world is that we have a conscience. we had very early on will yet but I think in the world is sorry that I will go just yet. and I think that’s where the line gets drawn in that, yes, we have very hesitant but I believe that God gave been seen for a reason. just like even the lines he given to the fishing event at whatever he given instincts it for a reason and I know that because I’m a mother right there is something to be said for a maternal instinct. I did not have to eat hot how to produce milk right. I was born. I do not have to be taught to pay attention to him and to have an ear for his cry and understand he I yeah you yeah there’s no words to say what I know what our next just instinct and I understand that as being something about it got been there and I have the perspective of yet, we should be very continuing with our instinct and are our prime of our primal nature because it protects us from a lot of really dumb situations. I know because I’ve been there and been on my own for a long time now and not a long time, the grand scheme of things, but I’m twenty one and I’ve been pretty much on my nonsense I was sixteen, seventeen years old, and though I’ve had to experience a lot like another short years and if there’s one thing I’ve learned is to trust. I got because I don’t even understand my brain can’t comprehend why I feel this way about a certain thing, but I trust us. I feel like I’m in danger, and there are senses happening to me that I don’t necessarily know how to put in the forefront of my mind. I just have to trust the other is everything in my body reacts to situation is dangerous. I’m going to go with it because if I try to rationalize it’s not going to help you be too late for whatever the situation has another woman. I feel like were definitely have to rely on the a lot more because there are such threats to us as an season to sell evening out. honestly, it’s even sad to see that as a woman I would be even the least bit nervous about being in a closed room with reading right now. you got a absolutely. when I first sat down. that was my immediate reaction was to tighten your eye. obviously, now that I’m in danger, but because there’s such a imbalance of power, right, it makes you more aware and your instincts kick in suddenly existing imbalance of power. as far as you all are much larger than me and I’m not a Tylenol arena. I’m not i.e. God is waiting out there and you feel more culture winner and was women flatly at the ideological thing was a little weird, yet different kind of a different kind of power. yes. yes I was wondering if you’re equating power to gender. with the power was because the three of us in locality or in our physicality for the man, but for the women. it definitely psychological. I’m more comfortable and a roomful of men than a roomful of women because room full of women. you never know what to expect cell with the ladies there little that my caddie and you don’t know where your threats on which I think is more difficult because you were to stand up and up to authority. I know exactly do I need to read the NFL, but with a warning. you don’t know what’s what. usually, women are not physical fighters were definitely more manipulative, so women have power that is a different kind of power. it’s an intangible power, right, and that but I’m more afraid of honestly, I think him. it reminds me of a losing trade that worries unalloyed with the dude you get into a fist fight, but with a woman shall ship in your heart. that’s the difference between like you know a fight with a man in a fight with woman in which one has more lasting fact that exactly as well. his joke is, is that a woman does have. if you allow it happen. and it’s a stereotype that I don’t I don’t know if I really dislike for Europe to be like she will shoot in your heart. it was like even a age of congruent if somebody you can ruin a person psychologically, you can only kill a person physically like yet exactly and that is exactly what she shouldn’t someone’s heart probably will not make it out of him and said that you talk about the society that we live it down. that’s because a lot of that power that women have is abused and honestly behind most of the mega- tycoons. it’s amen. it’s when you said you are promoting this horrible image and the seated women on the catwalk. if we make their eight women holding that standard, not men ever think that was good that hides your amount on there and don’t let her eat its women. its power to women. though the corporations that she was in ceiling boards, designers are really, I starts the tycoons of the designers really– I think, honestly, the Titans are the designers because when you see a brand. it’s the designer. that’s not the investors. so the designer makes the decisions on who gets chosen to walking the runways. most of them do not pick a fight model. I’m not allergic around the world, but I would certainly be a plus size model. I’m not ended by that term because I understand it’s a term not saying that I got ugly. it’s nothing unless they get saying that you are eligible for a specific type of modeling based on your body type so than most other designers are women or gay men, and that is where the power is held because a designer stop making clothes in the tycoons have nothing. the designers of the ones you choose the models to choose the makeup choose the closed his music. choose everything to go on a runway show. they’re the ones that have a say over what campaigns get posted. what model represents the brand all about satin that designers are the ones who make the decisions. if I started a line of clothing right now it would be my line. I would be the owner and founder and anyone who invested in my opportunity would have to answer to making the game is at your note you give her murder to late penalty to CNN that men in general, deep, have you ever waited on what was there waited on and serve as a result of, well I learned from the menu. so now it’s okay yes I have had one, and yet, but it can add is that a lot of men in our area. there is a better open willing to openly wear makeup. yeah, that’s what attached is not whether they are on day and whether they feel comfortable enough to display it and the guy. it angers a job there is the way to stagnate out there and straight you’d wear makeup, yet has nothing interesting way more strategies wearing makeup like my first set of working in a more autonomous satellite antenna. I live in. I like I have no problem with dudes wear makeup is just, I guess I’ve been conditioned to not care about myself wearing makeup to help them a sense other like a young one, make, I guess I could know there’d be no reason for me to not do it, but I just don’t have the desire and isolate the others probably people as like a two-story makeup is aware, makeup, and I does eventually led to America. it’s pretty cold as I has been a super supportive. he’s offered to like running the face of distributing etiquette how me and I can only say the economy of a valid, the Valley Allegheny County, but@ being able to experiment people I only welcomed into my studio because they give me a different kind of candidate because the claimant. I’ll have to worry about facial hair and with men. it’s a whole new ballgame to try to conceal dark spots when you have facial hair, so it’s a whole different type of makeup that I would have to could to sell you how very many. now clients originated because I would be able to experiment with them, and I think that’s another thing is that going back to the whole Christian thing. it’s very difficult when people find out that you understand that I don’t care. yeah, I kind of things out. do you wear makeup and yet, as it is such a weird thing, something he had been feeling people are so quick to judge right hand based on the night you were based on what you will have heard about how she’s a Christian and not so heartbreaking to mean that people have labeled Christians in a way that takes us out of our individual selves and yet holy they get it has totally just as not okay with me. as I said, I’m totally just is not okay with me as I’m because it’s the exact same concept as you taking a one look at one of the ways that I identify myself and judging my entirety and that makes a really sad because a lot of people have been really cold with me right. and I even had friends who are homosexual or bisexual scared to tell me there and I think the wilderness each other for ninety years. like how did you not, there’s definitely see if there is heavily preconceived notion about people who are religious, not necessarily Christian or Muslim or derail, but our extent, but in his. I think because of, like most people deal with Christians here yet. you know, I might start it’s really easy for big mouth rednecked away the Christian flag, and be so full of hate, right, exactly. and that’s and that’s the biggest problem is that there are a lot of people who who fled the fly that the Christian flag, so to speak that are Christians because they don’t understand what Christianity is actually on the house. in fact, a lot of the Bible says, like it isn’t more harmful for you to lead others astray and caused them to stand and says that it’s the equivalent of having a stone around your neck and being turbaned the worst visit for you to cause other people to send meaning those people like you. what are Baptist Church that are causing people to be full of hate and causing people to hate things that don’t even make any sense right and caulking. the Bible also says if you hate your brother in my world murdered him because all was hanging outside right now. if you customhouse to say I don’t want to be there on the day that God needs the Westboro Baptist Church. yeah, I don’t have either because they have led so many other people as chattel, one must be people of any kind of religion. however, I don’t hate the web was our Baptist church. I don’t hate them right and I think that’s really hard for a lot of people to say is that but it would be completely contrary to who I am is a Christian to say those people aren’t deserving of log because we all are. they were all broken weird broken in different ways. there, so I I really feel sorry for them, and I really have a lot of pain for them because you can’t be that broken into being that he told your worldview has to be so screwed up. Kenya imagine a standard that they hadn’t hold themselves to make in order to even be a part of that church like how excruciatingly painful. could that be the probably don’t need help. I don’t care at all, but also it is written that I think it’s going to end the night with their women of the room. the and they probably don’t like not talking enough about how that would just wear it just being silly here you. you’re the we are an hour at like three thanks the port there. I feel like the conversations happening, it’s taking so long to process because this is interesting stuff going on. unlike those of anything. Lillian and I live in. and like I’m making little nuts… three things I have is the in. I feel like there were this. there’s generalizations just five. what will I see him how Howard buildings– the new budget. if you design close, but I just want to let when you were like most fashion designers are women and gay people in my mind. I’m like you. okay Michael, I know you like I do slightly yet okay I just want to be like. is that a real statistic is that just a conception because I think that communal preggers. the only straightman, Michael L Arnold Narmada course is a job where I don’t care how much attention to their sexual preference, but that designers are studying most of the mainstream designers are talking about are either women or the way and I don’t is a dynamic, very many. yet in life but that isn’t a bad generalization like the usually is. I found it easily to guessing okay yet now, but that that just in my mind, a Michael and I’m why should I it’s that weird thing which is you next thing about the mind. my other thing was when you said the stereotyping of Christians. I feel the way the you are saying but as like a nonbeliever and I feel like I’m stereotype by people in this area so they are unable to need shocks me hear you say that you are and then I realized that, like people make is not that Sam shocked and then discredit you. I’m saying I’m shocked because I wasn’t aware that that would ever be a thing that I see a lot of people who claim to be Christian somewhere in middle between mania. they are so quick to be on whichever side statesmen at the time that you have because like a lot of of you know I like them immediately like I’m pretty awesome. I always am I what I believe in your flip-flop fish in and he was angered that you both are on the same like the same way on him and leave in which he deals with her. the people who were who flip-flop between your side, which is nonreligious or the other ability like well I’m okay with this, but are not okay with this. tort liking going towards her side as well. like it if you were to be like sweeping about this made agree with her but you are using question, and it was like Elton is a religious meaning are there and eighty, twenty one, who there was for the situations in which Israeli and shining because so much of the Christian faith is about being Prater, who you are yeah I added an attorney. it’s really irritating. I found right alike and sleep with my boyfriend on a regular basis that I can shop in church on Sunday morning and be holier than that irritates me so badly because I don’t have compassion for whatever lifestyle are at its if you know the truth, or if you know the way that we believe, and you claim to believe that then be about that don’t don’t be hypocritical for anything. I found this religion, but it’s that’s why I keep on such a negative opinion of the church is because we as Christians have totally failed in presenting a second best to the rest of the world. the church has failed here because now the society is due what’s convenient apologized later, and that those anti- chaotic dildo. you don’t go by the people don’t do what’s right they do what’s convenient and then repent there yet its sharpness events are an organic and natural. I think why I get so on fresh people who are like that is unlike you have totally silly old. the name of the God that I represent because you are claiming to be this way and you’re not. I have no condemnation for anyone who doesn’t claim to be a Christian because why would you, why would you act the same way. I was at work. those that reduce the I do the same things I do. if you don’t have a purpose behind why would you or I were a Christian war on why I not, why not. there’s no reason down for it, so I don’t understand the people who are so quick to judge other people from somewhere in the middle when they got their own crap going on and then they try to judge nonbelievers by beleaguered standards just wanted you can’t compare that to what though I’m sure they got there, there are a couple things that jumps my mind. wrapup with regard on yet rather that what your third point in the war will talk about some of the focus record out knowing outfoxed define a pattern now it was all man. it was something having a forces behind the same as the thing. what do you already sang around the time that I do. the third point in the you would like that. maybe that was later mine was than people do with communion and contemplate her head no. I mean that. that’s good and blow my mind over there was something I was actually points. I probably said that when I got the three one five lyrical content knowledge animals now now now now that that this happened in the three. and you guys have been there for a aware of our love traveling and I read you know I those are my mighty points that of the Christian thing is not to diminish your experience, but I just wasn’t aware that have an and that leads this is my third point that segues into when you are saying about people have a preconceived notion of you and our willingness to put people in categories or to even what you are saying you want to spend time round people with the same face right. I’d like to really hard to be like a lonely and earlier when he said about being in rings, women, and would put you in a different kind of combat power balance yet, but he wouldn’t make you feel threatened the same way that gets your gifts. I think it’s art tendency to categorize people and to also surround yourself with the people that we feel like just find us Serving Ice racism racist homophobia transphobia transsexual jack Kerouac William s Burroughs Allen Ginsberg autobiography thinking thoughts bipolar curious Dylan sommers Dylan saje Dylan sage William russum bill russum William sokal bill sokal The Bouncing Souls The Gaslight Anthem Crime in Stereo Against Me! Dalek friendship, yet kinship. but I was just going to Mecca, the animal thing. it just only I was like a balance of power. there, there, I feel like I’m still fifteen minutes behind this is a visit. Caitlin is siphoning a haven as after the threat of early about the power they were the morals the makeup was right will is what will be and usually are back home Christians and their Christians and nonbelievers, and I was insane. I think people take the extremes as I think people tend to remember like a bright beacon now and the deacon is the extreme and there like all men. this one time Fred Phelps told me I was going to hell because of us have to work as I don’t think gay people are terrible, and that I thought and then I think people look at, like the agri- atheist in their life back. ours is a bastard, because the physical and mean and rude, and there are no value in anything and that’s what probably my experience, and your experience are certainly uniting the judge by vegans are a master list of the ninety eight hundred and invasive question by or since you have met me and Cody. this has anything to Andrea anything as far as as far as your opinion of Christians as a whole. yet I think my opinion is always changing. I really need to do this, but we really were at warehouse outlets by area that say that again. let us start with that and the morals animals are interesting where animals were eating and I be a peacock. if you want to write that male peacocks of the rocks of your e-mail regarding a peacock who were meant to have a dinner and she will just use announces she’s a ditto Annapolis at and make his beard, green, and with a committee. the regalia. I guess if they want to find you worry you’re in the granite island, they are finding that posts like make a clinic, a volatile article Google decent messages in a similar wireless is was like had really want to be so makeup by someone that doesn’t say anything. Leon ‘s letter to the same handle. I think for both of him: what’s the handle and it’s killing Crocker for instant RAM that that it hates KK ninety three on twitter and also YouTube so you will and that although yet, make sure you’re yet settling doesn’t have the finest scientists tested on a party here so they’re already here, aren’t you have. this is a businessman serving Iceland doesn’t condone onto and came yet and I don’t know anything about anything that’s actually in Chile