Show notes
Christina reflects on 1 year of recovery by once again baring her soul to the internet in the form of audio journals. Topics include:Second chance to start my life again (10:49)Scared that nothing matters (11:38)I’m not weak if I don’t do anything (13:58)Reality, overthinking, and my journey (15:49)It all comes down to me being high (17:43)It’s getting harder to be OK (20:02)Ruining relationships (21:40)Straight up relapse (23:46)My definition of hell (25:46)I’m an aDuLt (27:22)The playground (30:16)A good day (33:37)Canceling out good w/ toxic behavior (38:20)Target for disappointment (39:46)Bulimia as the ultimate hobby (41:28)I’m freaking out right now (42:57)Taking risks (46:54)
Is long-term recovery possible? (49:32)Feeling full (53:06)I don’t want to waste 10 more years on this (56:59)Thinking about death (57:41)Accepting just fine (1:00:45)This cannot continue without repercussions (1:05:12)Asking for help and acknowledging my accomplishments (1:08:29)FUTURE XTINA LISTEN TO THIS (1:12:01)Follow Pickles and Vodka for updates, guest inquiries, or to say hi: Instagram: @picklesandvodkapodcast Facebook: Pickles and Vodka Podcast Twitter: @PicklesVodka Email: [email protected] Become a monthly supporterCredits: Theme song is Insane OK by The Whines via Free Music Archive Episode is produced and edited by Christina Jumper
