In this episode of Or We Could Talk About It, I’m recording from Utah — I just moved here a few days ago, and I’m feeling… conflicted. Conflicted about my purpose, my identity, and whether or not this move was the right call. But it’s the one I made — so now I’m figuring out how to build something from here.

I talk about the habits I’m trying to stay consistent with to support my mental health, and how hard that can be when you’re someone who struggles with consistency in general. I get into social anxiety, and how it adds layers of complexity to simple things like going to the gym, meeting people, or finding a job — things that seem so easy for everyone else.

Even if it’s mostly me rambling, recording and posting is part of the habits I’m trying to build — including being consistent and putting myself out there.

-Meghan