Dealing with self expectation, and finding motivation through feeling loved and lucky. These are some of the thoughts and feelings I talk about working through in this weeks #patchat for 12/20/19. I also discuss my experience at the Berlin night club Griessmuehle, visiting my first Christmas Market, and performing at a story telling show. In addition I share what I learned Germans call projectors, and talk about finishing the first phase of an art project in the make something/learn something part of the Johnny Karate top five.