I knew I wanted a change, I knew I wanted more I was desperate for it! 

But I didn't know what it was, I didn't know how to work out what I really wanted, so I was procrastinating, putting things off, going from one thing to another until I just gave up. 

I didn't realise at the time that I didn't have a new purpose, I didn't know myself, who I was apart from Mum.  

Who was Clare?  

I needed to do the inner work to find out, but I didn't know this at the time!