When I have suicidal thoughts I’m normally upset that, who I’ve become and who I wish I was are starting to push further apart. It’s like I punish myself by going inside a virtual reality (social media) and helping others continue their fantasy of a perfect life that we both know is far from it. Where my only job is to believe and compare.
No need for fearing the present.
Fearing who I’ll never become Has always been my weapons of choice.
But these are just thoughts,Have MËRCY On Them

My Battle WîTh Lövès MÁny Facês

Have MËRCY On my Thoughts 

MËRCY means self and others. Self comes first. You have to be one with yourself and have mercy on yourself. Often times, we are our biggest critics. We beat down on ourselves more than others. So we have to show mercy to ourselves. The others part means that we have to empathize with one another. Putting ourselves in others shoes and understanding where they are coming from is essential to life. Learning how to relate to those who may even seem as those they can’t be related to. .

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Thanks for being so amazing 

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