I usually am really upbeat and true to myself.  For some reason this time I felt compelled to share about how hard December is.  My husband Kent and I have lost both mothers, and my Dad in the month of December.  At least it wasn't all in the same year!  I wouldn't be writing this let me tell you!   So I have a slight meltdown.  but it ok.  We always seem to show the best of ourselves and not our vulnerability.  Listen in.