Many times people blame God for what satan does and blame satan for what God does. The intentions of God often go beyond our understanding and imagination which is why the bible teaches us to lean not unto our own understanding. Have you ever wondered why God takes you through trials? It's all in service to rebuild you. But God rectifies this through “wounds” that reinvent how you relate to people and, ultimately, Him. It may sting now, but know that it will help you later. God is training you to trust Him!