In this powerful first part of a two-episode series, Chris James returns to share the emotional journey that led him to pursue psychedelic treatment in Mexico. From childhood trauma and military service to profound personal losses and struggles with alcohol, Chris opens up about the moments that brought him to the edge—and the decision that changed everything. His story is raw, honest, and deeply human.

Be sure to follow us so you don’t miss Part 2, where Chris details his experience with psychedelic medicine and the healing that followed.