You will be ready .. when? Who knows .. but you will be returned home - you just have to take the treacherous journey back .. & it is a journey .. with an ally .. your true guardian .. in this case the universe via the great ayahuasca

You’re going there to heal.. it’s not a competition

We all want to have the “perfect” spiritual journey .. but in the spirit world we control zilch.. it’s ugly messy heart breaking & miraculous - we carry secrets hidden in a infinite universe we have no access to.. until the universe pushes us off a cliff..welcome to “the path” NOT