<p>In this episode we take an aerial view of addiction/addictive behavior in all its various forms, and how they feed into and grow one another. </p>

FROM THE BEGINNING/ Exploring Childhood Trauma: Part I

👻HI KIDS, do you like PRIMUS/violence?? You wanna see me stick Nine Inch Nails thru each one of my eyelids?? 👻No really.... Do you like the extreme, exaggerated, hype, crazy/beautiful, agony/ecstasy/turbo maximum strength, special edition, overthought and overwrought version of EVERYTHING??Do you like important, seminal music from early blues and jazz and soul, to classic rock, to gangster rap, chop, emo rap, trance, trap, R&amp;B sex licks, hip hop dance tracks, to Jewish insult rap? Do you know who MC Paul Barman is? Do you love brilliant ensemble comedy? Do you often make random connections with people in public that seem significant to you both... Or do you tell your loved one stories about your life that they think sound fantastical but they really happened?  Has anyone ever said that you're "A BIT MUCH??"If so, you found the right place. Sit your ass down and join us for the show, there's literally a different host every single episode and you'll never be bored. And when you get sick of me, you can just turn it off, which is a luxury that my real life support system does not have 🤣🤣🤣(Legal Disclosure: the respective hosts of this program technically all live in my body. And most importantly, THE MATERIAL CONTAINED ON MY BROADCAST IS NOT INTENDED TO BE LEGAL, PROFESSIONAL, OR MEDICAL ADVICE AND SHOULD NOT BE CONSTRUED OR USED AS SUCH. DUH.💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜The High Time for Change project was born of my years of struggles with addiction, mental health, and poor life choices, culminating in the death of my beloved fiance in early 2022 while I was away in a lockdown rehab facility. My goals here are education, outreach, awareness, and fellowship. During my time on the streets my interest was outreach and finding help for others, and avoiding my own problems. I'm focusing on me now, and trying to channel my passion into a constructive outlet.I'm Lindsay, I'm 46, and I am a recovering addict and Addiction Medicine student. My drug of choice was methamphetamine, along with "whatever" else. I am neurodivergent and have other mental health issues that profoundly affect my mood, productivity, judgment, behavior, and life choices. Though I am the creator, this project is for EVERYONE. We want your perspective, your experience, your voice! Please reach out anytime!This project is completely dedicated to the memory, life, and surviving family of James Michael "Mike/Mikey" Bullock 5.13.88 - 2.22.22. I won't let his death be in vain, nor those of all the other friends we've lost. 💜💜💜