Healing The Source
Healing The Source
Claudia Gilani
Am I Not Freaking Out Enough? A Solo Episode on Intentional Love, Letting Go, and Getting Married in Maui
28 minutes Posted May 14, 2026 at 10:15 pm.
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i got married at the end of april in maui, hawaii -- and somehow, i was the calmest i have ever been leading up to the biggest day of my life. for a virgo, perfectionist, chronic overthinker, that was... suspicious.

in this episode i'm sharing the full mental and emotional experience of planning and living my wedding -- the intentional decisions that kept me grounded, the external chaos i couldn't control (historic maui rainstorms two weeks out, anyone?), the guest list boundaries that required real courage, a painful personal situation i'm only briefly touching on today, and the one thing we did for our guests that made multiple people cry.

this isn't a wedding recap. it's an episode about learning to trust your own peace -- and what happens when a high-achieving, type-a woman finally stops white-knuckling an important moment and just lets it be good.

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