People tell me I am a hot mess because I have so much I feel I can't stand it! I want to help so much and feel like a failure because I can't help people or make them happy sometimes. I want those things myself and I am sure others do as well. I understand so many things. I want to share my knowledge, love, grief, insecurities also my doubts because even I have all of it going thru my mind constantly. I think forward and plan also fail however never give up. I except myself and am a complete drain to myself at the same time. maybe other people can take my pain and be able to feel better about themselves and realize it's okay to be different, flawed, hated also unloved as long as you love yourself! I do this to help people love themselves! I am wealthy because I am loved by others including myself! I am flawed! You are flawed! We have this in common, so let's be flawed together!