There are things you've been struggling with that you want to work on. Maybe, though, you've been learning that even though this doesn't serve you, you can't seem to get rid of it. Some aspects of your personality won't budge in the face of persistence. If this happens and you're  unknowingly seeking perfection, your frustration will increase. Then you'll get out the BIG guns. But it's not about the bigger blast, but - rather - how or where you shoot "the enemy". You might need to work on liberating yourself from your attachment to perfectionism before you can make any progress. Or, you may just have to accept where you are. If you've done your work, it may be clear that you ARE where you are supposed to be, progress is slow and some dragons cannot be slayed at all, or right now. Trust the process. There are answers in front of you that you just don't see yet time will show you what you need to know, and DO.