I posted an episode and upon a friends comment, I realized it probably wasn&apos;t what I wanted.  Too much emotion and sharing, not helping and not necessary to put out. This is today&apos;s then, and again, I am trying, still new to this whole thing, learning what is appropriate and helpful, today&apos;s earlier post just wasn&apos;t that. Prologue

About Yesterday And A Clarification Of My Intent

I've retired from the government, but I am actually here to help. This is a discovery of myself and a document of my life for my children. Come as I and guests discuss what it took for me to overcome some of my life issues.&nbsp;A recent diagnosis changed my life after a long military career; one whose implications might change yours.&nbsp; And there is a saying that the later in life you find out, and the longer you are, the more Autistic you become. &nbsp;Hello new me.&nbsp; What a horrible nightmare to wake up into.&nbsp; I get a bit all over the place, but I try to bring it back round.&nbsp; Be patient, I am documenting crazy in progress. &nbsp;Dusk is where I was, and my journey is a new one.Come along as I tell you my life story and lessons learned.&nbsp; I promise, this is a story worth telling from someone willing to be honest in all aspects of life.&nbsp; Allow me to paint the whole picture before throwing stones through it.&nbsp;I hope I may leave the world a better place and to break the ancestral absurdities we call traditions that harm rather than help our next generation, our society, ourselves. &nbsp;We CAN have progress as well as conserve the parts of the past worthy of our own discretion.&nbsp; To honor the past for what it is; a long series of lessons we would do well to revisit and not lie about.We CAN have a healthy support of those around us who understand we all have our walks of life we have to make.&nbsp; To have patience and caring and be able to expect it back.Live or Die.&nbsp; That is what the meaning of life is.&nbsp; This podcast will help you to die a little before you really learn to live again.&nbsp; There is no hope of gain of anything from you but to help make a better world for my kids.&nbsp; By butterfly effect in hope that I can enrichen yours as well. &nbsp;My children have suffered enough at my hands(metaphorically speaking) and now I work to rebuild what I have helped to cause.&nbsp;If you have ever wanted to hear a raw and unedited dramatic life experience tell, come join as I do as many entries as I am able into this audio diary. &nbsp;I hope to be able to change your perspective to one of a better world without changing anything other than the window you are using to look out of your home from.&nbsp;We all need support.&nbsp; We all need this discussion. &nbsp;This is wholly my financial burden.