F#CK THE STIGMA
F#CK THE STIGMA
Laisha Martinez
Kidnapped as a Teen Because of Addiction
1 hour 1 minutes Posted Jan 12, 2026 at 10:01 pm.
Welcome & Breaking the Stigma01:00 Childhood, Family, and Early Influences03:40 Addiction and Its Deeper Roots07:00 Coping with Trauma and Finding Outlets11:00 School Struggles and Early Substance Use17:00 Escalation: Drugs, Crime, and Identity26:00 Being Sent Away: Utah Desert & Boarding School34:00 Returning Home and Deepening Addiction39:50 Cycle of Jail, Addiction, and Starting Over45:00 Rock Bottom, Solitary, and a Turning Point49:00 The Importance of Intent and Recovery53:00 Giving Back: Recovery, Purpose, and Service56:00 Finding Connection & Overcoming Stigma58:00 Mindset in Addiction & Final ThoughtsOur mission is to normalize mental health and mental illness as widespread, treatable, and acceptable. We do this by providing useful resources, improving access to services for those who need help, sharing stories, and building a community of young people who all agree… Follow us! Website | https://fthestigma.com/Instagram | https://instagram.com/fukthestigmaTikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigmaFacebook | https://www.facebook.com/FTStigmaX | https://x.com/fthestigmaSubscribe for more! | https://www.youtube.com/@fthestigmaTags in this video ↓fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, nonprofit, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholic, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, baltimore diagnosis, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI#fthestigma #podcast #addiction #overdoseawareness #nonprofit #mentalhealth #mentalillness
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In episode 43 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Ryan Ead, sharing his raw and unfiltered story of mental health struggles and addiction that began at a young age. After years of misbehavior and substance use, Ryan’s parents had him kidnapped and sent to a wilderness program in the Utah desert, where he was forced to survive for three months. Instead of helping, the experience fueled anger and rebellion, pushing Ryan deeper into addiction. As the opioid epidemic took hold, he began doctor shopping, spiraling into heroin addiction and eventually hitting rock bottom in prison. It was there, at his lowest point, that Ryan made the decision to get sober. This episode explores trauma, addiction, the troubled teen industry, the opioid crisis, incarceration, and the long road to recovery, while breaking the stigma surrounding mental health and substance use.Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations that challenge stigma and bring awareness to mental health and addiction.Fuck the Stigma is a 501(c)(3) nonprofit that believes people shouldn’t be judged or labeled based on their mental health status. Whether you are struggling with an addiction or have been taking meds for a diagnosis, our community doesn’t judge and seeks to collectively end the stigma around mental health. Chapters |00:00 Welcome & Breaking the Stigma01:00 Childhood, Family, and Early Influences03:40 Addiction and Its Deeper Roots07:00 Coping with Trauma and Finding Outlets11:00 School Struggles and Early Substance Use17:00 Escalation: Drugs, Crime, and Identity26:00 Being Sent Away: Utah Desert & Boarding School34:00 Returning Home and Deepening Addiction39:50 Cycle of Jail, Addiction, and Starting Over45:00 Rock Bottom, Solitary, and a Turning Point49:00 The Importance of Intent and Recovery53:00 Giving Back: Recovery, Purpose, and Service56:00 Finding Connection & Overcoming Stigma58:00 Mindset in Addiction & Final ThoughtsOur mission is to normalize mental health and mental illness as widespread, treatable, and acceptable. We do this by providing useful resources, improving access to services for those who need help, sharing stories, and building a community of young people who all agree… Follow us! Website | https://fthestigma.com/Instagram | https://instagram.com/fukthestigmaTikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@fthestigmaFacebook | https://www.facebook.com/FTStigmaX | https://x.com/fthestigmaSubscribe for more! | https://www.youtube.com/@fthestigmaTags in this video ↓fthestigma, podcast, addiction, recovery, trauma, anxiety, depression, ptsd, mentalhealth, mentalillness, nonprofit, vulnerability, youth, healthandwellness, god, sobriety, relapse, treatment, loss, grief, addicts, recovery, addict, relationships, psychological, experience, spiritual, spirituality, alcoholic, addiction recovery, insanity, psychosis, story, neglect, jail, prescription, alcoholic, alcoholism, treatment, diagnosis, prison, criminal, psychology, doctor, dealer, baltimore diagnosis, felony, felonies, forgiveness, spiritual, DUI#fthestigma #podcast #addiction #overdoseawareness #nonprofit #mentalhealth #mentalillness