Yesterday got pretty scary when my body tried to shut down again. This has happened before when I felt totally safe for a moment, like my body doesn't know how to stay animated if not for the stress hormones making it go. Luckily Thomas was there for me which allowed me to feel safe in the first place and showed me just how loved and taken care of I really am. Today I am doubling down on taking care of myself and I am happy to have this "second chance" to show myself the love I wish I had the first time something like this happened.