In 2013, Arizona lost 19 brave hotshots who were battling the dangerous Yarnell fire. One hotshot survived: Brendan McDonough. He battled drinking before the tragedy. After watching his fellow brothers die, survivors guilt led him back to booze. He details one night pulling off to the side of the road, putting a loaded gun to his head and almost took his own life. He's now sober and is helping other addicts get clean. It's a raw interview and brutally honest.