The inner self:

· the one that is angry, you are easily to get mad at yourself about anything or any mistakes that you make

· the one that is unforgiving, it is hard to forgive yourself and others who had wronged you, you keep replay the incident over and over in your head

· the one that is jealous, you are jealous of other people success, at your siblings, at your coworker, anybody that seem in your mind is moving better than you.

· the one that is bitter, you are bitterness toward yourself or toward others.

· the one that overly drinks in secret because you just cannot handle the feelings that you feel

· the one that is addicted and do want to admit they need help; the addiction is controlling your life

· the one that wants to give up because you do not see any hope in the future

· the one who can only say negative things about themselves you cannot stand to make mistakes

· the one who sits in the dark because they do not know how to move forward because the present is so dark

· the one who is depressed and feel dejected, it take everything for you to even get out of bed

· the one who pray harms on others because you think this will make you feel better if harm comes to them

· the one who lies because they do not like their life or nothing about themselves

· the one who feels like a failure because no matter how hard you try it seems like nothing works it is like you take one step forward and get knocked back two steps backwards

· the one that keep make excuses not to change because in your mind it is easy to make excuses because you are not motivated to change.

· the one that that contemplate suicide because you feel like the world would be a better place without you, or you feel that death is better than dealing with the storm you are in or facing.

If you are having any of these thoughts, please talk with someone, a family member, a friend, a pastor, a therapist or suicide hotline.

It is hard enough when you go through life, and you are constantly having these feelings and trying to put on an appearance for others but deep down you cannot love yourself.

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