This episode is also available as a blog post: https://imnotgoood21blog.wordpress.com/2023/04/09/the-fever/

"the fever
beckons
unruly thoughts
masquerading as
solutions to the pain
but the clouds only form
to give way to the rain
from the seed
planted long ago,
from the grain
leading way
to the fever
that your life
had only
known —

pain,
the tears and fears,
your thoughts had sown,
from those moments,
from way
long ago.

The fever,
when will you
allow yourself to
let it go?"