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Angels are unthinkablein hot weather except in some tropical locales, wherefrom time to time, the women catch one in their nets, hang it dry, and fashion it into a lanternthat will burn forever on its own inexhaustible oils. But hereāshins smocked with heat rash,the supersaturated air. We no longer believe in energies pure enough not to carry heat,nor in connectionsāthe thought of someone somewhere warming the air we breathethat one degree more . . . . In a packed pub during the World Cup final,a bony redhead woman gripped my arm too hard. I could see how a bloke might fancy you.Like a childās perfect outline in fast-melting snow, her wet handprint on my skin, disappearing.The crowd boiling over, a steam jet: Brrra-zil! And Parisāa heroin addictwho put her hypodermic to my throat: Je suis malade.Jāai besoin de medicaments. Grabbing her wrist, I sawher forearmās tight net sleeve of drying blood. I donāt like to be touched.I stand in this mammoth parking lot, car doors open, letting the air conditionerrun for a while before getting in. The heat presses down equallyeverywhere. It wants to focus itself, to vaporize something instantaneously,efficientlyāthat shopping cart, maybe, or that half-crushed brown-glass bottleābut canāt quite. Asphalt softens in the sun. Nothingās detachable.The silvery zigzag line stitching the tarmac to the sky around the edgesis no breeze, just a trick of heat. My splayed-out compact car half-sunkin the tar pit of its own shadowā strong-shouldered, strainingto lift its vestigial wings.

