February 18, 2023: after yesterday‘s post, I was getting ready for wound up with a minor back injury. I went to get it checked out, and looks like I’m gonna be laid up and helpless for about a week. I absolutely hate being helpless and unable to function on my own. She’ll forgive me today for not being really grateful for anything, because I actually hate this feeling, and I hate the way this medication makes me feel. Hopefully tomorrow I’ll be in a better mood, so just have to accept this for now.