I didn't think I'd be able to show up this week but I needed to share how I've been feeling.

I'm grieving.

I'm grieving a path, a journey, a dream I wanted for over 10 years. I'm grieving a version of me that was so focused in one direction. I'm grieving the version of me that was willing to participate in the industry as is.

My values have changed and what I'm willing to sacrifice for my dreams is different.