I used to think that thinking and planning ahead was a strength of mine. Until I realized how much I was stuck in my head, living ahead, in beliefs, in circuitry not of my own making. I realized it's gotten me so far and won't get me where my heart desires to go next. I believed planning ahead was the smart way, the grown up way, I was a good listener and a good girl in many ways. Have you experience this kind of living and existence? I wanted to feel and step into a new experience, a n...