As a successful businessman today, this former policeman talks about why he quit the force when the work of modern policing became too soul crushing.  He describes how working in law enforcement led him to feel hated -- and to hate --and to engage in secret-keeping and other behaviors he now deeply regrets. Since leaving the force, his views on race relations have dramatically changed. He speaks of his transformation after years of self-reflection and from listening intently to the Black Lives Matter movement. Today he comes forward to offer his story in hopes of contributing to the greater good.