Losing conservatorship over yourself is real. I almost lost it...literally. However, it was just realizing that I’ve been narcissistically abused my entire life. I married someone worse than my father. My now ex husband committed bigamy, and nothing happened. A police report was filed in Rancho Cucamonga, CA. He put never married on his marriage license, which is a lie. That would be his THIRD marriage. I was his second. He lied to me too. Not one person believed me, so I had to cheat on my husband. I had to be rescued...I don’t want other women to go through what I did. Please look for help. I believe you. Now, my dad believes me because Dirty Mark stoke 24k from him. The crazy part is that I tried to tell his wife, but she’s brain washed that I’m psycho. I can’t wait for the IRS to find out😂 My ex lied about being married and having kids. There needs to be a national data base that shows marriages. At this point in time we should have it. This could have been avoided because I asked my now ex-husband right before we got married if he had ever been married before… I just had this feeling that he was lying. Well, he was. He told me years later he lied to me because he loved me. Did he commit begging me because he also love me? He hasn’t helped me once with our son. He blamed me for their relationship being ruined, but I’ve only tried to bring them together. Don’t give up. Lylas. If you’re in LA tonight go see Hannah Berner! I am buying a ticket. Going or not. I support women who support other women. Follow me on Instagram @coolin90s because that was the last time loving Jesus was cool in the 90’s--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app