If you stop believing because of circumstances in your life that means you never believed to begin with. Matthew 13. To see Jesus manifest in your life you have to fasten the Truth in your heart because whatever lives in the heart becomes your reality. You dont try and become like Jesus He just becomes your reality you living in heavenly places because you chose to believe in who He is and did not let your human experiences matter more than who matters most the only way to actually walk in the Kingdom beyond human comprehension is by not living from the old limited mind but letting go of your right to understand and trusting in God wholeheartedly to see that the one true living God is limitless beyond time and matter☝🏼