We lost my mum almost 2 weeks ago now.  It's been rough few weeks but I'm thinking about ways in which I can keep her memory alive.  I know she will be watching over the boys.  Whilst its difficult for them to understand bereavement,  I hope they will always sense that there is someone looking out for them and that we will take private moments where we can just simply be together in the way she would have wanted us to be, calm, still and at peace within ourselves x