Special guest: Amanda Bell. How do you fight an invisible illness — or, for that matter, talk about it? Does a disorder have to be part of one's identity? In this special episode, Amanda joins Aya and Josh to discuss depression, anxiety, bipolar and other mental disorders; the struggles of growing up with a mental illness; suicidal ideation; treatments used to manage disorders; fears and stigmas around trying therapies and medication; how the pandemic has terrorized our mental health and what, if anything, we can do about it. [CW // suicidal ideation]