For more than 50 years, Will carried a story he had never told in full.

In this deeply personal conversation, he opens up about childhood trauma, addiction, a suicide attempt, divorce, a near fatal heart attack, and the lifelong struggle to feel safe within his own body. He also shares how an unexpected synagogue fire and the community that embraced him afterward led him to put on tefillin for the first time and begin a remarkable journey back to Judaism.

This is a raw, moving story about surviving the unimaginable, becoming a baal teshuva later in life, learning to accept love, and discovering that returning to Hashem can also mean returning to yourself.

Content warning: This episode includes discussions of childhood abuse, substance use, and attempted suicide.